Movie Name: Ainda Estou Aqui/I'm Still Here
Year of Release: 2024
Director: Walter Salles
Starring: Fernanda Torres, Selton Mello, Fernanda Montenegro, Valentina Herszage, Maria Manoella, Barbara Luz, Gabriela Carneiro da Cunha, Luiza Kosovski, Marjorie Estiano, Guilherme Silveira, Antonio Saboia, Cora Mora, Olivia Torres, Pri Helena, Humberto Carrão, Charles Fricks, Maeve Jinkins
Genre: Drama
Score out of ten (whole numbers only): 8
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Year of Release: 2024
Director: Walter Salles
Starring: Fernanda Torres, Selton Mello, Fernanda Montenegro, Valentina Herszage, Maria Manoella, Barbara Luz, Gabriela Carneiro da Cunha, Luiza Kosovski, Marjorie Estiano, Guilherme Silveira, Antonio Saboia, Cora Mora, Olivia Torres, Pri Helena, Humberto Carrão, Charles Fricks, Maeve Jinkins
Genre: Drama
Score out of ten (whole numbers only): 8
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Synopsis and Review
Walter Salles spent some time directing documentaries since his last feature film "On the Road", which premiered in 2012 to middling reviews. "Ainda Estou Aqui/I'm Still Here" is an adaptation of the book by Marcelo Rubens Paiva, which is an autobiographical look at the events that took place during his childhood. The narrative takes place in Rio de Janeiro in December of 1970, and focuses its attention on the Paiva family. The family is composed of Eunice Paiva, her husband Rubens, who is a former member of the parliament and is now a civil engineer, and their 5 children. Theirs is a home filled with warmth, laughter, love and the constant presence of friends. Some of their friends decide to seek refuge in London, in order to avoid the constant presence and menace imposed by the military Dictatorshi. Eunice and Rubens' oldest daughter goes with them (she and some of her friends had already been stopped by the military in one of their check points). The family has acquired a new plot of land in the area, and is planning on building a new home. One afternoon the family is surprised to witness a group of unknown men with guns come to their house, and demand Rubens goes with them for questioning. While Rubens plays along, a few of those men stay behind in the house with Eunice and the kids. Eunice keeps asking when Rubens is going to come back, only for them to repeat it should be soon. The next day Eunice and her fifteen year old daughter are taken for questioning as well, with hoods over their heads. Eunice is asked if she's been involved with any terrorists, and to identify people who may have ties with what the interrogator deems terrorist actions. She remains in questioning for 5 days, until she is finally released. She keeps asking for Rubens, but no information is provided.
There's something quite wonderful in the way Walter Salles recreates and brings to life the universe of that family and that microcosms in 1970. The lived-in experience of what life is like in that period in Rio de Janeiro, where the beauty of the locale sharply contrasts with the roughness of the military dictatorship, is perfectly illustrated by the director. The situation in which these characters find themselves in, is progressively disclosed. We're able to witness an array of activities, friendships, and all the emotional ties that the family has with a group of individuals they interact with, all of which illustrate the type of individuals they all are, the joy they live with, embracing art and culture, and teaching progress and humanism to the children. The introduction of the military dictatorship, its violence, its agenda, is indeed presented as a brutal element, since in fact it is one. There's no reason, no justification, no respect, no tolerance, which makes it all the more revolting for Eunice who fails to realize why is her family being targeted. Even after she becomes fully aware of the events Rubens was involved with, the sheer brutality of a government meant to support its own citizens, revolts her, and sends her on a path of survival (for her and her children), but also a path emblazoned with a mission. Unlike other films about dictators or brutal regimes, such as Oliver Stone's "Salvador" or even Roman Polanski's "Death and the Maiden", this film doesn't make itself to be an illustration of the destruction of war, or the bruising felt by its survivors, it's an illustration of how a family perseveres when their existence is completely upended. The whole cast is fantastic, led by the always excellent and subtle Fernanda Torres, who has great support from the underrated Selton Mello and the wondrous Fernanda Montenegro. The production team is fantastic, with particular highlights going to Adrian Teijido's beautiful cinematography, Warren Ellis' score, Carlos Conti's production design, and Cláudia Kopke's costume design. A solid film, subtle but impeccably crafted and performed.